Three things

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back -
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person -
1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Un forgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose-
1 . Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable -
1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness

Three things in life that are never certain -
1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

Three things that make a person -
1. Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard work

Happy Moms day

Well I hope everyone had a Happy Mothers day! Seems everyone either has a mom or is a mom so then everyone gets to celebrate it.
Me well I had an ok day. I got to talk to my best friend this morning which always makes me in a good mood. Then Each of my girls called me. Then my daughter that lives with me gave me an outfit for mothers day and I was totally surprised by that. But it is very cute and I love it. Then we hung out around the house watching movies and hanging out. We cooked out on our little grill and that was interesting to say the least. lol I got an email from my dad today too telling me happy mothers day and complaining cause I haven't written him in awhile. But reality of that is I have been to depressed to talk. I keep telling myself its gonna get better. lol Someday I'll convince myself its true. lol
Well now i am sitting here thinking again which is gonna lead to another night of not sleeping but hey thats life.
Anyway I hope yall all had a great day!

A day in the life

Well I am not sure where to start on yesterday and what happened. Well then again maybe I do. Lets start with starting Monday I will be looking for a new job. Now don't get me wrong I really liked my job. It was sometimes boring and monotonous but it was still a great job most of the time. Then came last Friday. Well I walked in as usual ten min early and one of teachers started making rude comments about me to a co worker of mine but she didn't say them to me. The odd part of that was she interrupted our conversation to make the comments. So it was not like she did't know I was standing there. Then I clocked in and walked off leaving them standing there. Well as I went to walk down the hall a lady I have only seen at the school one other time starts yelling at me and saying all kinds of rude and uncalled for stuff. Now I knew the situation she was screaming about and tried to calm her down and she just became more irrate. Normally at this point I woulda made an evil coment but I just said mam I was doing what I was told to by my boss. She then got more pissed at me. Well one of the teachers there said come on Anne your coming to my classroom no one deserves to be talked to like that. Remember we were in a school with kids and teachers in the hallway. So her and I walked off. I then picked my the company cell phone and called my district manager to come and deal with it. He informed me I should calm down, take a deep breath and get back to work. Well that was his mistake or mine as I forgot to be male he has no spine or balls to stand up to anyone. So I called him back two hours later and said ya know after thinking about it I resign from this school and will just continue at the other schools. Then I asked if he would like me to work the earlier shift at the other schools since I would no longer be at this one. He then implied strongly if I resign at one he would fire me from the other. Well that turned out to be a big mistake on his part. I work for a company based in Grand Rapids but locally there are only 15 employees. As he is telling the other employees what has happened they all felt I was in the right and when he got to the part of firing me if I resigned the one position he ran into a brick wall as I work with a great group of guys who informed him if he fired me they would all be resigning at the same time. As they felt I had endured alot of crap I never should have and shouldn't have to take threats from him. Infact one of my co workers called our district managers boss and told him the entire story. He then said my job at the other school is mine as long as I want it and he will be driving up Sunday night to be at the school Monday morning because he feels no one has the right to talk to his employees as I was talked to. So I dunno what will happen and I will keep the job at the other school until I can find another one. But I have issues with working for a man who makes the rules then we get yelled at for following his rules he tells us to just deal with it. The only funny part to me was I had no idea the guys I work with all came to my defense until today when I ran into two of them at the store and they congratulated me for standing up and saying what is happening is wrong. Then they told me about what they had said and done. Sad part is I also found out the district manager thinks he has backed me into a corner so he hasn't looked for anyone to take over my shift. But all the other employees feel the same as I do that after Monday morning if I am there it would only get worse for me. I just hate whats happening but I am really sick of being treated like trash because I am not a part of their little union.

And it wasn't even Monday!!

Ok yall let me tell you about my day.
First off I got up and did a few things around the house and played my rpg games. Well so far so good. I tried to log in here for it to tell me I didn't exisit anymore. Then I checked my msn messenger to see if a friend of mine was on. Not there but hey no one can sit in front of these things all the time. So I went about my day. I had to run to town and when I got there I realized as checking out I had left my wallet at home as it had fell out of my wallet. Ok so I run home and back to take care of that. Then I realize by this point I am late for a 1:30 appt. Oh great so ok I'll reschedule that. So at 2:30 I leave and head to work. Well in my wisdom of jumping out the car I instinctively reach over and lock my car door (electronic locks). Crap my keys are in there BOTH sets. Grrr well ok I will just get someone to slim jim it or something. Well no luck there either no one seemed to be able to do this. Ok so no other choice must break out window to get in car. Great just what I needed. Ok day has to get better from here. Right? Wrong!!! Now I work the rest of my shift and walk out of the building and sit in the car. I go to start car and realize now I have locked my keys in the school and no way to get in there til 6am. Ok no problem I will use spare set to get home. Crap house keys are also locked in school. Ok this can be fixed my daughter has a set. Damm I gotta drop by the other school to leave a message about me locking my keys in building. Oh joy I locked those keys in school too. Whew Mike is still at school so I can get in there and call my boss and leave a message. This goes well as Mike is laughing his butt off at me and I am a wreck and on the verge of tears. Ok so I go out get back in my car and drive home. But I notice I seemed to have used a lot of gas this week but well it happens little trips add up. When I pull in my garage I got out of car, locked the door though no clue why) and walk out of garage. Next thought is why is Mike pulling in my driveway. He looks at me so laughing and says your car is leaking gas majorly. I said excuse me. He says well where you pulled out of parking lot is a puddle of gas where your car was parked. I said well maybe it was from someone elses car. He says ok I am not a mechanic and know nothing of cars but just let me look under there. So he does and my daughter gives him a piece of cardboard he slides under my car and back out. Guess what!! Like gas isn't expensive enough I have a gas leak!! SO I came in to write this blog and it let me in so I guess I am back. Now I think i will just sit here and hope for a better day tomorrow!!

Its Monday

Don't be overly hard on yourself; the demands being made on you now might be unrealistic. Your fantasies may pull you into a tailspin of confidence, but just do the best you can instead of getting caught up in your fears.
Monday, May 7, 2007

Yea ok I know I was going to lay down. Well I really did but once again no sleep was involved just a lot of thinking. Then my sister emailed me to say she may be moving to Lansing but they don't yet. Well that would put us in the same state for the first time in along time even if we would be 400 miles apart. lol As yall notice every so often I share my horoscope and I thought I would with the one for today (yea its Mondays). I don't remember not being caught up in my fears so why should today be any different but I don't get the fantasy part. Cause in my fantasy I am living happily ever after now what could possibly be wrong with that. lol As far as unrealistic demands hmmm maybe someone should tell the company I work for to be more realistic in their expectations. lol Anyway yall have a happy Monday!

Weekend update

Hey yall just me here again. I thought I'd update yall on my day. Well I finally got to sleep at 5am or that was last time I looked at clock. Time is sure slow at night lol. Well anyway I got up at 9am and went to the school to check on the chicks. I was so shocked that the one stuck in the egg was still alive. Mind you I was happily shocked. That baby chick has one heck of a will to survive. So anyway one of the teachers and I managed to get it out and other than being what I'd call the runt and weak from being in the egg so long it seems fine. Now we talked to the farmers where the eggs came from and they said its natural not all of them make it. Personally maybe its a good thing I am not on a farm. I'd be so upset each time one didn't make it. Well yea I know its a part of life but ya know they are just so cute. Anyway I came home around noon. Then my daughter and I went to town. Then we came home almost. We were on the way home and a friend stopped us so we sat at her house for a few. She had gotten a modem for her comp but had no idea how to install it. So luckily I had been shown how to do that. What brought it up was she said she was going to have to buy a brand new comp for modem to go in since she didn't know where it went. So its all fixed for her now to go online. Then we came home and I cleaned the house as I had planned for today. So I am happy everything got dusted and I have no piles of stuff except the one on my desk. My daughter helped me clean by picking up her feet as I swept and by moving a stack of her stuff off the couch. I just couldn't help but laugh as she moved the pile and said see mom I am helping without you asking. We won't mention the fact I have been asking her for days to move the pile. lol it was too funny. Then I took a shower and that leads me to now and writing this.
Well I am gonna lay down and watch TV or do a crossword puzzle and wish for peaceful sleep. I hope yall had a good weekend. Have a great week ahead!!

Thought

Ya know its kinda funny but I forgot about blogging for the last few weeks. I have literally been working so much and trying to figure things out in my life that blogging didn't cross my mind. In speaking to my best friend today he mentioned my blog and I had to check it because I really couldn't remember the last time I had blogged. Well in doing so I found several of ya had emailed me in responses to my blogs. So I am very sorry I didn't respond to any of them but in reality it never dawned on me.Now if ya are wondering why I have been workin so much its cause the school has had been a breeding farm as of late. I happen to live closest to the school so I have been the one going to check on the animals. That has been a most awesome experience. I will be very sad to see the animals leave the end of the week. I have never thought of animals other than as food or pets. But ya know the sense of the natural pecking order and having to figure out if we needed a vet for a few of them has been a job I have truly enjoyed. I never in my life helped anything really give birth until the last few days, other than myself. Witnessing the animals be born and stuff I have stupidly fallen for them all. I wish I could bring them all home. Now I realize anyone that knows me would really find this funny but I would keep everyone of them if I could. Realistically they are all going to a nearby farm where the parent animals came from. So I am trying to work it out so that I can spend some time their this summer with the animals. Now for the shock I even held the rats and snakes. None of the snakes were poisonous though. But I became mostly attached to the baby chickens. In fact I am worried as to weather two of them are going to live and so I have been going to the school every few hours to check them. Ten of our chicks hatched out of 12. But as I said two of them aren't looking so good.As I said earlier I did talk to my best friend today and that was good cause I always feel better after our chats. Then after my third trip to the school another friend of mine stopped me along side the road and invited my daughter and I to a cookout. So we stopped there for a few hours then I went back to the school then home. All in all I guess it was a pretty good day I am still not out of my depression but I am keeping on keeping on. Now if I could just get over four hours sleep!! Yall have a great day and I'll let ya know if the chicks make it!